Moving Forward

I now understand why the thread only goes forward. When I reflected on the fact that my eye sight is gone in my right eye, the first thoughts that came to my head were thoughts about what I was doing and what I shouldn’t have done that has led me to this point. I lamented overworking, not giving myself rest, not going to see the doctor sooner. I lamented relationships that I kept and how I wanted everyone to encircle me and validate me in my effort to please everyone.